June 17th, 2000
Let's see, what do I gotta do today?
1. First off: I have to send out an issue of IOTEE - my diary zine Cuz I haven't sent...
I just got online (MOB) I gotta do some things for "4 Diaries": talk to the applicants individually and figure out my 4 for the zine itself. Unforuntately nobody's on right now, so I'll go straight to deciding the 4.
Ok I'm going through the list of people and this one girl Scotia can't be online a lot but she seems very dedicated. So I e-mailed her about it.
I got it down to 6 people, but it's so hard to choose. Gosh: I was thinking bout making it 5 but I really don't think I could handle it. But I'm not gonna make my *final* decision until I hear from Scotia.
Ok, my next concern is ITO Emerald Eyes. It HAS to be sent out TODAY which is my goal for today. Even though I don't want to... I HAVE to, all part of being an editor!
I just checked my mail for TBDx and I received a couple really awesome comments it gives me strength to actually go on with the zine, you know? What sucks is that most of this **** is a lie!!! Oh well, I'll deal.
I got home around 7:30 and got online at 8:40, I knew I had IOT to work on but I "didn't want to" but that's the quality I gotta let go of! So I'm gonna try to finish the ish before I have to pray. I'm not even gonna go online just finish the ish!
Ok I'm almost done, just need to add my story. It'll defintely be out today.
Ok, just one little problemL I have 89 pieces of mail - mostly subbies and subbies and I don't feel up to it right now. Organizing the member list is so dreaded at this time of night. What a wasted day, I did only 3 things on my list! Well, actually it IS an accomplishment that I actually finished one Emerald Eyes issue. Hopefully I can get it to be weekly with this new leaf I've turned over. Guess I'll see what happens.